The clerical collar sat on the passenger seat of the SUV like a coiled snake, waiting for the right moment to strike. It was black, stiff, and smelled faintly of cheap laundry detergent and stale coffee. I spent my life as an archivist, cataloging the quiet, holy records of rural parishes, and I suppose that is why I never questioned Thomas. He was my cousin. He was a man of the cloth. Or so he told me.
“We need to keep moving, Bea,” Thomas said, his voice raspy from the heat.
We were seventy miles outside of Barstow, stranded on a stretch of desert highway that didn’t even have a name on the map.
The engine of our SUV had let out a final, metallic shriek an hour ago, leaving us at the mercy of a sun that felt like a physical weight pressing down on our shoulders. My water bottle was empty, just a plastic shell rattling in the dry air. I looked at Thomas. He was sweating through his black clerical shirt, his face flushed a dangerous, mottled red.
“The radio is dead, Thomas,” I said. “And there isn’t a soul for fifty miles. I think we’re done for.”
He looked at me then. It wasn’t the look of a priest. There was a frantic, wild edge in his eyes that made my stomach turn over. He reached into his pocket and pulled out the stiff plastic collar. He started fumbling with it, his fingers shaking.
“Sister, if I put this in the right place, it can give life,” he whispered.
I was too weak to even laugh. My head felt like it was filled with hot sand.
I watched his thumbs work a hidden seam in the back of the plastic. I noticed the way his knuckles were white from the pressure. He wasn’t praying. He was performing a task.
“What are you doing?” I asked.
He didn’t answer. He just kept digging at the collar. Then, I heard it. A tiny, rhythmic chirp. It was a digital sound, high-pitched and sharp. It sliced through the silence of the desert floor. My brain, slow and sluggish from the dehydration, finally started to connect the dots. I had seen equipment like that in the archives, listed in the back-end technical logs of old mission stations, but never in a church setting. It was a signal. A beacon.
I reached out, my hand trembling, and grabbed his wrist. “Thomas, give that to me.”
He pulled back, his eyes widening. “Don’t, Bea. You don’t understand.”
“I understand that you’re hiding something,” I snapped. I jerked the collar out of his hand.
The seam had popped open. Tucked inside a small, felt-lined cavity was a sleek, military-grade transponder. The serial number was etched clearly into the side: #GPS-2026-9901. It was blinking a steady, insistent green.
The silence that followed was heavier than the heat. I looked at the device, then back at him. “This isn’t a holy object, Thomas. What is this?”
He slumped back against the door of the SUV, his bravado finally breaking. “It’s a locator. I bought it on the black market six months ago.”
“Why would a priest need a military locator?” I asked. My voice sounded hollow, like someone else was speaking.
He let out a jagged, bitter laugh. “I’m not a priest, Bea. I never was. I’m a fraud.”
The words hit me harder than the sun. All those months of helping him, the ledger deliveries, the cross-country drive, the trust I had placed in his supposed mission, it was all a lie.
He had used me as a shield, a quiet, religious-looking accomplice to help him cross state lines without raising any suspicion from the authorities.
“You’re a fugitive,” I said. It wasn’t a question.
“Wire fraud,” he admitted, his head dropping to his chest. “I’ve been running for three years. I didn’t want to turn this thing on. I knew the second it pinged, the state troopers would have my coordinates. But we were going to die out here, Bea. I couldn’t let you die.”
I felt a surge of cold rage that had nothing to do with the temperature. He had prioritized his own freedom over our safety until the very last second. He hadn’t been trying to save me; he had been trying to save his own skin while dragging me into his mess.
“You used me,” I whispered. “You used my credentials, my name, everything.”
“I had to,” he muttered. “I didn’t have anywhere else to go.”
The rhythmic chirping of the beacon grew louder in my ears. I wanted to throw the thing into the sand, to crush it under my heel, but I knew it was already done. The signal was out there, traveling through the atmosphere, landing on a desk in a dispatch center somewhere.
A low, distant thrum began to vibrate through the soles of my shoes. It wasn’t the wind. It was the sound of rotors. I stood up, my legs feeling like lead, and looked toward the horizon. A small dot was growing larger against the cloudless blue sky.
“They’re coming,” I said.
Thomas stood up too, but he didn’t look relieved. He looked defeated. He smoothed down his clerical collar, a pathetic, final attempt to keep up the charade. “I’m sorry, Bea. I really am.”
“Save it,” I said.
The helicopter descended, kicking up a storm of dust and dry scrub brush. It was a California Highway Patrol bird, its bright colors a violent contrast to the muted brown of the desert. When it touched down, the wind it generated knocked me off balance. Two officers jumped out before the blades had even fully slowed. They had their hands on their holsters, their eyes fixed on the SUV.
The lead officer approached us, his face stern and unreadable. He scanned the area, his gaze landing on Thomas. He didn’t ask if we were okay. He didn’t ask about the breakdown. He walked straight up to Thomas and held out a pair of handcuffs.
“Thomas Vance?” the officer asked.
Thomas didn’t fight it. He held out his wrists, his head bowed. “That’s me.”
“You’re under arrest for federal wire fraud and violation of an active warrant,” the officer said. The click of the metal cuffs was the loudest sound I had ever heard.
The second officer turned to me. “Ma’am, are you Beatrice Vance?”
“Yes,” I said. My voice was raspy, but it was steady.
“Is this man holding you against your will?”
I looked at Thomas. He was staring at the ground, a broken, hollow man. I reached into my bag and pulled out my archival certificates, my identification, and the packet of ledgers we had been transporting. I handed the entire stack to the officer.
“I’m an archivist,” I said. “I was hired to document historical records for the diocese. I didn’t know he was a fugitive. I didn’t know anything about the fraud.”
The officer looked through the documents, his expression softening as he saw the official seals and the dated logs of my work. He nodded to his partner. “We’ll need to take a statement, but you look like you’re in bad shape, miss. Let’s get you into the cruiser for some AC and water.”
I walked toward the patrol vehicle, feeling the cool air-conditioning hit me like a miracle. I sat down on the leather seat and took the water bottle the officer handed me. It was ice cold, and the condensation felt like silk against my palm. I took a long, slow drink, feeling the heat finally start to leach out of my system.
Through the window, I watched them load Thomas into the back of the helicopter. He looked small and insignificant against the vastness of the Mojave. The blades began to spin again, kicking up a final cloud of dust that obscured him from view. Then, the helicopter lifted off, banking toward the east, carrying the man I thought I knew away into the sky.
I leaned my head back against the seat and closed my eyes. The desert was silent again, but the weight in my chest had finally lifted. I was free. I had been foolish, and I had been used, but I had survived. I took another sip of the water and watched the blue sky until there was nothing left to see.